Ages..

It's been ages since I've blogged, sorry about that. I am not sure why but I am having like months long self loathing. I have decided.. (since my doctor is being an idiot, long story) to take myself of of my anti-depressant. It's no longer working for me and I've told him that many times. It's causing me to gain weight ever since I started the stupid thing and if I don't eat almost nothing for food my weight jumps up and down like crazy. I've had enough of that roller coaster, thank you.

Wednesday is my 33rd birthday. I've been giving that idea a lot of thought recently. As such I am trying to make my body healthier without taking modern drugs. I am starting to take vitamin and supplements on a daily basis now, taking some drugs only when needed and keeping the ones I take daily down to a minimum. The only man made ones I am currently taking on a daily basis now are my birth control and my anti-depressant of which I am slowly lowering the dose of by myself. Once I have it clear from my system I will take the herbal equivalent of it if I need to though not st. johns wort apparently because it will muck up my BC pill.

I work a semi-physical job right now so am not going to add in any extra exercise just yet as my fibromyalgia is making mega painful just to work right now, let alone add more physical activity to my day. I will hopefully over the month of June slowly add in an extra bit of walking but we shall see. Let's hope I can get my body back to where it was last summer for weight and feeling a whole lot healthier to! :o) Love you! Keep smiling and I will try to as well.

P.S. I try to remember to spell check before posting and it doesn't like the word fibromyalgia but offers no suggestions for it. Just like real life *lmfao*